January 2012
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I hope I never lose sight of what is important for...
I CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT TO WEAR!
Shoes and head wise, for the wedding, I am stumped.
:(
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My laptop is back in my life. I can’t wait to try and tap into some creative juices with the keyboard back in front of my fingertips.
I may be experiencing a bit of mental breakdown-age, what with plans being moved way up and trying to stay focused, I feel like I’m talking myself into panic mode. No reason for it really except when I do panic, its in such a rational nature that I...
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I melt
Its a sinking/swimming/warming thing like I have water in my chest sometimes that just hits boil point wether a moment of sorrow or pure joy or even just something clicking in my head changing me my eyes water every time
I recently chopped off all my hair that usually means I’ve lost my rocker and this melting thing I spoke of happens a lot lately
I get overwhelmed easily and I am now a...
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I miss writing.
I miss creating.
At least I’ve sorda been painting.
December 2011
It’s almost christmas.
November 2011
Chicago Bound, sans cigarettes
This week, I decided to quit smoking, for a third time. I’m currently on day four. I have been irritable and extremely sensitive, ready to cry at the drop of a hat. It’s been like bipolar day on fast forward, going thru mania and adrenaline rushes to quick and, often, unprovoked fits of terrible sorrow and cry. I feel restricted and angry because I want to smoke, and can’t. I...
October 2011
Happy halloween
Candy and soda pop
pumpkin baskets
fairy princesses and frogs
cold air
fall
punk rock and vodka
can’t wait til next year.
Quin is going to be a fairy princess this year. I unfortunately do not get to take her trick or treating, but I will next Halloween so I am excited for that. Brent and I plan to attend a show in Urbana, I hope we go!
Until next time. Sorry for the short...
it wasnt hard to feel.
what happened to that?
I’m so bored with myself…I may explode.
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framenoir:
sco·po·phil·i·a [skoh-puh-fil-ee-uh]
noun
1. The love of looking
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So very uninteresting.
nothing is what it used to be.
even you, tumblr.
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It’s like, when life is going at a steady pace, and I am able to get through full days without having a total break down, I almost don’t need a social life and internet and distractions every day. I really enjoy not having a cell number open to the public or being contacted and connected to a phone every 2 minutes. Everyone lives on their phones and computers and I have been a part of...
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The best thing about talking to strangers is that...
howveryodd:
You can even be honest.
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If you are cold, tea will warm you; if you are too heated, it will cool you; if...
– William Gladstone (via aclockwithouthands)